betty

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 20:27:34 GMT

why don't i feel comfortable updating this shit anymore

Fri, 30 May 2008 19:45:15 GMT

seriously, some people just take things over the top and make the most stupid, unreliastic, and shallow statements ever. ugh, fucking dumbasses get a life. nobody has the right to say that anyone is better than anyone else. there's no way of measuring anyone's worth, unless you consider all the good they did but keep in mind that they are human and everyone makes mistakes.
fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you

Sat, 26 Apr 2008 20:04:58 GMT

in regards to my previous post. i went to the doctor's got x-rays and yup turns out i broke my little toe. so now i have to wear that ugly special fabric shoe and have my two small toes taped together. i can't feel the pain anymore because i'm drugged up on my meds, fuck yeah!

Thu, 24 Apr 2008 21:04:34 GMT

this morning i got up from my bed and ran to the bathroom, but you see i'm clumsy as fuck and hit my two little toes or whatever on the side on the door and they cracked. so now they're swollen, purple and i walk like a cripple.

the end.

ps yesterday was my birthday and it sucked balls :D

Tue, 16 Oct 2007 06:44:59 GMT

this morning i decided it was time for me to visit my grandma and audrey. i walked around the area where audrey was laid to rest for an hour and a half but couldnt find it and i didnt go ask anyone either because at the same time i didnt want to find it. it's still hard, i guess i dont really talk about it with anyone, like everyone is part of this large support group and i was left out- as selfish as it may sound, but that's how i feel at times. i wasnt close to her maybe that's why. i dont know. so then i sat in my car trying to work up the courage to visit my grandma but couldnt even do that so i left. i miss her terribly...
it feels kind of weird typing all of this because i usually write in my secret notebook (not so much of a secret now) that i hide from everyone. that is where i dont limit what i write.
i might as well ramble about another thing concerning myspace and pictures. i dont understand why people posted pictures of audrey's funeral/tombstone or anyone's as a matter of fact. not everyone views it the same way. personally (as in my OPINION) i consider it disrespecful anyone posting such pictures on their myspace. what exactly do you have to gain posting those pictures. everyone is grieving but seriously, does "rest in peace" mean anything at all anymore? at this point most of you are like "shut up betty, you're a douche you dont know what you're talking about". maybe posting them is a form of grieving to some, but i dont know, losing someone is so personal, why the fuck would you plaster it all over myspace? are some people trying to get sympathy points or seem cool? if that's the case with some people, well that's just cruel. i know not everyone is doing it for sympathy. does anything run through anyone's mind while they're uploading pictures of a deceased friend onto the internet.

there, it took me over a year but i finally got it off my chest. go ahead and talk shit, i dont care, like i said my opinion

Sun, 26 Aug 2007 21:09:39 GMT

the past two days have been dark, cloudy and cool. i approve....
yesterday evening i took my mom to the redondo beach pier because she was feeling all miserable and we ended up having a good time. my mom's the only person i can really rely on nowadays, i guess it's because i make no effort to make friends..... yeah whatever. i start school again in 2 weeks so i'm excited for that. i got a raise a work and i might get another one soon.

yeah i hadnt posted anything in a while so i thought i would, so i did

Fri, 01 Jun 2007 22:17:23 GMT

i need to find a full time job that doesnt suck. my current job is pretty chill, i have a decent paycheck but i need more $$ to uhh yeah i want to leave. hopefully i can transfer somewhere away from here and i can make enough to support myself because i've had enough

fuck this

Sun, 04 Feb 2007 07:04:46 GMT

today was one of those days when i wanted everyone to just shut the fuck up. from now on my entries are friends only.

eat my shit

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 05:20:01 GMT

it's been hitting me harder than usual lately that i'm growing up. like most people, i've changed since high school; apperance, priorities, etc and i dont know if i'm quite done accepting it. though i yearn for the good old days or whatever, i have to acknowledge that they're in the past and that nothing whatsoever will bring them back and that dwelling on them impares me from moving on. dont get me wrong, its profoundly molded me and i'm glad i am who i am.

ahh fuck this, anyone interested in a road trip ? i cant get days off in november or december because work is going to be busy. or shit, a day chilling going to a museum would be pretty sweet too you know. i just hate how our schedules clash. so we can start planning it ahead. let's go to ameoba!

we were supposed to go nancy's this weekend but it didnt happen. we're going next week for sure. i cant wait, i have not seen her since may..

Wed, 04 Oct 2006 20:22:58 GMT

this past weekend my cousin's baby was born! he had a boy!! i'm so happy dude.. i'm a tia again!!!!!

man, i wonder how my kids are going to look like...

mago de oz tickets are on sale now!!

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 23:48:12 GMT

shit as soon as i found out they were on sale i ran to my car and took off to buy my ticket. so yeah...

FUCK YESSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!

MAGO!!!!!

i'm going to see mago fuuuuuuuck

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 13:40:21 GMT

i'm sleepy as hell because i woke up at 5 to finish up my biology homework since all the answers are on this interactive activity online. there's nothing more i'd like to go than go back to sleep but class starts at 7:45 and i leave my house at 7. i got a lot of homework this weekend

anyway hi

no way

Fri, 08 Sep 2006 19:06:01 GMT

i think i've finally decided which university i'd like to transfer to. belive it or not i'd like to go to mount saint mary's ( http://www.msmc.la.edu/pages/1.asp ) ahhha. it's a private all women's catholic university. they have a pretty sweet biochemistry (my major) program there and yeah.

i'm simply too cool

i love talking to la denise

Wed, 06 Sep 2006 23:58:36 GMT

don pervo is clean so he's running around and looks like a wobbling cottonball. fuck off, all of you.

gammmagrrrl (2:22:03 PM): you missed a bomb ass sylvia today
warisnofairytale (2:22:11 PM): NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
gammmagrrrl (2:22:11 PM): she had a new hair do too
warisnofairytale (2:22:12 PM):
warisnofairytale (2:22:15 PM): HAHHHAHAHA
warisnofairytale (2:22:17 PM): how?
warisnofairytale (2:22:25 PM): did she get a trim or something
warisnofairytale (2:22:34 PM): extensions and got a mullet
gammmagrrrl (2:23:33 PM): a trim
gammmagrrrl (2:23:40 PM): and her hurr and more volumee
warisnofairytale (2:24:15 PM): ohhh
warisnofairytale (2:24:17 PM): all punkerrr?
gammmagrrrl (2:24:23 PM): hahahahah
gammmagrrrl (2:24:26 PM): almost
warisnofairytale (2:25:16 PM): damn
warisnofairytale (2:25:22 PM): old ass trying to make a comebacjk
gammmagrrrl (2:25:44 PM): hahahaha
gammmagrrrl (2:25:54 PM): leave the home gurrl alone
warisnofairytale (2:26:15 PM): NEVER
warisnofairytale (2:26:26 PM): she knew i was going to work so she aired it today
warisnofairytale (2:26:28 PM): on purpose!!
gammmagrrrl (2:27:04 PM): hahahah
gammmagrrrl (2:27:12 PM): ne rd
gammmagrrrl (2:27:13 PM): haha
gammmagrrrl (2:27:14 PM): jk
warisnofairytale (2:27:17 PM): hahaha
warisnofairytale (2:27:19 PM): fah q
gammmagrrrl (2:31:18 PM): la tuya
warisnofairytale (2:31:33 PM): OOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
warisnofairytale (2:31:35 PM): YOU!!!!!!!!!
warisnofairytale (2:31:49 PM): ...did
warisnofairytale (2:31:55 PM):
warisnofairytale (2:32:10 PM): pero why are yew so mean..
warisnofairytale (2:34:37 PM): denise!!!!!!

part 2 or something

warisnofairytale (4:32:19 PM): i'm stuffed
warisnofairytale (4:32:25 PM): i ate a stuffed pita
warisnofairytale (4:32:29 PM): i'm going to explode
gammmagrrrl (4:32:34 PM): your a nice sister picking her up so she doesnt have to walk
gammmagrrrl (4:32:41 PM): im stuffin mysef right now
warisnofairytale (4:32:46 PM): it's hot right now that's why
warisnofairytale (4:32:47 PM): ohh
warisnofairytale (4:32:50 PM): what you eating?
gammmagrrrl (4:33:52 PM): beans and this meat my momma made
warisnofairytale (4:34:03 PM): ohhh
warisnofairytale (4:34:05 PM): beans
gammmagrrrl (4:34:06 PM): so i put it in a bowl
warisnofairytale (4:34:10 PM): hahaha i do that too
warisnofairytale (4:34:14 PM): with rice and beans
gammmagrrrl (4:34:19 PM): with mexican sour cream
gammmagrrrl (4:34:21 PM): haha
warisnofairytale (4:34:22 PM): oohhh
warisnofairytale (4:34:26 PM): from la venadita?
gammmagrrrl (4:34:28 PM): and lemon and salt cuz im wierd
warisnofairytale (4:34:33 PM): or la guanajuatro
warisnofairytale (4:34:37 PM): guanajuato
gammmagrrrl (4:34:38 PM): sepa
gammmagrrrl (4:34:39 PM): hah
warisnofairytale (4:34:41 PM): hahah
gammmagrrrl (4:34:48 PM): lemme ask
gammmagrrrl (4:34:52 PM): venadita!
warisnofairytale (4:34:53 PM): it doesnt matter
warisnofairytale (4:34:55 PM): hahhha
gammmagrrrl (4:36:17 PM): haha
gammmagrrrl (4:36:33 PM): im eating it with chopsticks
warisnofairytale (4:36:39 PM): phh ms fancy
warisnofairytale (4:36:44 PM): i dunno how to use chopsticks...
gammmagrrrl (4:36:48 PM): my parents make fun of me
warisnofairytale (4:36:48 PM): -_-
gammmagrrrl (4:36:49 PM): haha
warisnofairytale (4:36:51 PM): ghahaha
gammmagrrrl (4:37:03 PM): aww
gammmagrrrl (4:37:10 PM): i need to teach you when we go get boba
warisnofairytale (4:37:15 PM): do they chant "china cochina ehchapasteek eata"
gammmagrrrl (4:37:29 PM): haha
gammmagrrrl (4:37:30 PM): they are like
gammmagrrrl (4:37:38 PM): como comes asi? eso ne se ase
warisnofairytale (4:37:51 PM): hahahha
warisnofairytale (4:38:02 PM): be like " i think i'm turning japanese" and pull back your eyes
warisnofairytale (4:38:10 PM): or be like ^_^
gammmagrrrl (4:38:18 PM): haha im not masterbating!
gammmagrrrl (4:38:27 PM): thats a masterbation song
gammmagrrrl (4:38:34 PM): haha
warisnofairytale (4:38:36 PM): they dont know that
warisnofairytale (4:38:48 PM): i didnt mean it like that
warisnofairytale (4:38:59 PM): you can literally say that you've become japanese
gammmagrrrl (4:39:22 PM): haha
gammmagrrrl (4:39:28 PM): i am a little japanese at heart
warisnofairytale (4:39:35 PM): let's go to a jose luis taping
warisnofairytale (4:39:46 PM): and hopefully we'll run into those buscando amor people
gammmagrrrl (4:40:37 PM): omg
gammmagrrrl (4:40:39 PM): dude
gammmagrrrl (4:40:40 PM): i am soo down
warisnofairytale (4:42:23 PM): hhhhaha
gammmagrrrl (4:43:02 PM): lets go
warisnofairytale (4:43:09 PM): very well
gammmagrrrl (4:43:17 PM): and ima yelll out something about you
gammmagrrrl (4:43:18 PM): haha
gammmagrrrl (4:43:25 PM): like im amake something up
gammmagrrrl (4:43:35 PM): so that fat ladys can chase you
gammmagrrrl (4:43:52 PM): like um
warisnofairytale (4:44:01 PM): hahhahahhahahhahaha!!
gammmagrrrl (4:44:04 PM): "no come carne!"
warisnofairytale (4:44:07 PM): HAHAHHA
gammmagrrrl (4:44:13 PM): the ffat ladys queeeee
gammmagrrrl (4:44:16 PM): cabrona
warisnofairytale (4:44:23 PM): and everyone will chant "pin-che hee-pi!"
gammmagrrrl (4:44:23 PM): let the chasing begin
gammmagrrrl (4:45:27 PM): and then
gammmagrrrl (4:45:29 PM): ima be like
gammmagrrrl (4:45:37 PM): " no cre en dios!"
gammmagrrrl (4:45:46 PM): and then jose luis himself is gonna chase you
warisnofairytale (4:45:57 PM): HAHAHHHAHAHAH
gammmagrrrl (4:47:29 PM): haha brb

mis greñas

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 22:17:26 GMT

so i finally got the balls and went to get my hair cut. i do not want to be seen in public with this hair :( hair grows and shit, i know but fuck. my bangs are allll fucked the hell up. i have to pin them to the side so i look like a stupid little kid.
now if you all excuse me, i'm going to try and fix them myself...

Sun, 03 Sep 2006 04:07:24 GMT

you may think it's sad or pathetic, but i'm taking advantage of my three day weekend by just resting and trying to catch up on my reading for school. i might go to this bonfire tomorrow at cabrillo beach, just for a bit. i dont know, i'm seriously lazy and am not sure i even want to go. i cant remember the last time i was exhausted like i am right now.

i might as well type about school since i mentioned it. biology class is pretty sweet. it's environmental biology so i'm liking it. history class is alright but i get bored quickly. i'm taking an anthropology class and am loving it. it's about the early civilizations of the americas and stuff. oh yeah, the thing that sucks is that biology starts at 7:45 AM and i dont get off until usually around midnight so you know i'm dozing off here and there.

i'm killing time because america's most wanted isnt on yet. i rule, i know i know. let's see i'm going to look for another job. whichever one doesnt suck much, i'll keep. hell if i can pull off having both i'll keep 'em both. i hate my life. some of you hate your life too. that's cool or something? i hate to sound bitter and shit or mean but it's very annoying when people say that they've found or are with the most amazing person in the world. i cant stress how much that bothers me. so fuck you. i'll bet you wont be saying that your significant other is the best in the world down the road when they fuck you over. or like calling eachother "babe" when you say babe

sorry, but it's true. actually NO i'm not sorry

i forgot what the purpose of this post was

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 05:12:23 GMT

i have one of two options:
1. work full time
2. get a second job

hmm i think i'd prefer option one

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 21:27:21 GMT

alright, i'm back from rosarito. it was pretty cool hanging out with family believe it or not. crazy ass drivers down there man, glad i didnt drive. if i had, i would have seriously pulled over and cried because they're all agressive and dont use their signal lights. tooo lazy to write all the details down so i'll do it next time when i decide to type a longer post. i didnt take any pictures buy my sisters did, so i'll post a few of theirs.

almost forgot to mention that the beach was fun and my clothes stink

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 22:13:49 GMT

this morning i woke up all excited thinking it was saturday and that we were leaving for rosarito, but no. it's barely thursday. THURSDAY! fuck this i want to leave already and play in the sand.. possibly try to learn to swim too. i'm not sure yet.

but yeah, i'll be gone for the weekend. anyone want anything from mexico? candy maybe?

Tue, 15 Aug 2006 20:18:00 GMT

i'm at the compton court house right now on my lunch break. man, i'm beyond bored.. there's AIM on the computer.. so.. you know.. instant message me dammit!! warisnofairytale DO IT DAMMIT!!

why

Sat, 05 Aug 2006 20:50:29 GMT

son of a bitch. $30 for death cab for cutie?! quickly, somebody cough it up

Sat, 05 Aug 2006 07:03:41 GMT

i'm sick of this shit. my crap. everyone's crap. from now on it's all about me. fuck you. fuck everyone else. i'm sick of it all.

fuck off

Sat, 05 Aug 2006 00:23:00 GMT

i had been doing well for the past few months and now my chest pains are back. i hate this so much

anyway, we're not going to tijuana tomorrow afterall. we're going on the 19th. it's going to be fun hopefully. my mom's brothers and sisters plus all of my cousins... fuck it's going to be a lot of people because we're a pretty big family.. i should count.. nah i dont want to but it'll be at least twenty.

i'm going to visit my grandma tomorrow hopefully.. audrey too.

one more thing

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 21:14:27 GMT

i've decided to start visiting schools that i'm considering transfering to. it'll motivate me to work harder knowing where i'd want to go. though, there is the possibility that i'd change my mind and pick another school. that'd be fine.

i remember visiting LMU senior year and loved it.. UCLA is alright but i dont know.. cal state long beach can kinda sorta suck it. i'm not sure anymore.

i'd ramble on some more but i have to go the grocery store

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 20:58:24 GMT

a stupid bug flew into my hair a bit ago. since i had just washed it, my hair was curly so it got trapped. everyone, do not be alarmed, i managed to get it out of my hair and set it free. now it is free to fly and annoy someone else. hopefully it will get trapped in a greasy weave.